When i was just a baby
My life was at it's best
Now things are turned around
Everythings a mess
I live with 7 people
My mom just moved away
Ruby lives with my aunt
Nana said she couldn't stay
My schoolwork's getting harder
I need a 90 or above
Things are going up and down
All i feel is push and shove
The baby cries at night
Barely any sleep
During school i'm drowsy
My attention's hard to keep
Room needs to be spotless
Lectures i will hear
Never moving out
Is my greatest fear
I'm greatly overweight
I'm dissatisfied with myself
There's another thing
to add to the misery shelf
Worried no boys will like me
Be the ugly girl in school
In my opinion
My life will never be cool
What do they think of me
Get inside their head
All i wanna do
Is go home and sleep in bed
Daydream for 5 hours
Reflect on my life so far
No matter what i do
I'll never be up to par.