Poem - Momentary Happiness by Blackwidow

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Blackwidow

Poems

- Lesser Dayz
- Not Enough
- Images Of You Inside Me
- Hands Of Time
- Bloody Rose
- Maybe That's Fate
- A Glimps Into My Mind
- Adrenalin
- I Seek But Do Not Find
- Sleepless Nights
- Into The Heavens
- Intimate
- When I Started To Believe
- The Truth About Blackwidow
- And So On
- Pain To The Bone
- Momentary Happiness
- Despair
- Just Feel This Too
- Sitting On The Moon
- Feeling My All

Momentary Happiness
by Blackwidow

In the deepest of my hour, when in my mind I tend to cry " take me away from this place you left me to die". Tears of pain leaves my face in puddles. I find a hole outside my mind, and I retreat. Erasing every memory, all that was bleak. I begin to escape, for you've hurt me bad enough. And now I don't feel so tough. Finally when I think I've put your words behind me. There they are, reappearing.

Why in my mind do I see you still. Trying to kill me still. I want to be free from you, and all the things you put me through. You took the away the innocence of love. All I see now is pain, making my happiness momentary. Cause there you are, reappearing.

I had the joy within, I felt it in the times we spent. It truly was a peaceful day. But you threw it all away. When you chose her. I guess I couldn't make you happy like she can. But I tried the best I could. But you never would... look me in the eye. I guess now I know why. You had this planned. You just needed me, to make her see, she needed you. Damn that poor girl. She don't know what she's in for. I hope you don't lead her on, until she's too far gone, that she don't even notice, she ain't happy anymore.

Why in my mind do I see you still. Trying to kill me still. I want to be free from you, and all the things you put me through. You took away the innocence of love. All I see now is pain, making my happiness momentary. Cause there you are, reappearing.

Doesn't matter how I hate you now. It's still there burned into my heart. Your betrayal, your empty profession to care about me. I was torn completely. With a scar etched into these walls within me. I see you still. Trying to kill me still. My momentary happiness left me believing, you'll always be there. Constantly reappearing

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