Preternatural Too: Gyre (Book Excerpt) by Margaret Wander Bonanno Buy from Amazon.comPage 1 of 6 CHAPTER ONE
Karen's mind was filled with voices lately. She wasn't quite sure what
to do about them.
Max Neimark had made the most sensible suggestion the minute the film
wrapped. Max Neimark the anomalous leading man, who'd parlayed a fortuitous
bit of casting as a three-eyed alien on a Sixties TV space opera into a career
as a respected actor/director/screen writer/producer, had sat across the table
in the studio commissary that phantasmagorical afternoon, raised an eyebrow at
her and said in that wonderfully resonant voice of his:
"Maybe you need to write a sequel, Karen," and Karen had laughed and
answered:
"Tell it to my editor!" at the same time thinking: Oh, sure! He
thinks it's really that easy. But Max had been so pleased with himself
that afternoon, and the whole experience of having a movie made out of one of
her usually invisible little novels had been so magical she hadn't wanted to
disillusion him, or herself for that matter. She knew the moment was illusory,
and never to be repeated.
All of them, the three Hollywood types - Max and Larry Koster the
Superhero and Tessa McGill the self-made guru - had gone on about their ever so
interesting lives once the film was over, wishing Karen well but not giving her
a second thought. She'd expected nothing more. Larry had his stud farm and
his image to worry about; Tessa, in between concert tours, was off on a vision
quest in Tibet, and Max was already in production on his next film by the time
Karen's plane touched down in Newark out of LAX. It was the way things worked,
and that was fine. Karen wasn't part of anyone's posse; she was a working
writer. It was time she got started on the next book.
However, no one seemed interested, and that was getting to be a
problem.
Karen Rohmer Guerreri, forty-something housewife, single mother of a
daughter and a son in their twenties, novelist. Not a very exciting
protagonist for anybody's fiction, except that she heard voices. That, ewe
sea, was how it all began.
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Voices? Did you say "voices," Kemosabe? Hey, we'll
give you voices; how many would you like? As many as All There Are?
That was how we first identified ourselves to her, yew
see, because that was what we thought we were, All There Was in the entire
universe. Karen, on the other hand, who has hands, thought we were just
characters in her next novel, if you can imagine. Turns out we were both
wrong, but imagine if you will how humiliating it was for us - who assumed
that, being All There Are, we also knew All There Was to Know - to have her, a
mere human - temporal, for pity's sake! -show us the error of our ways. Of
course, she also apologized for thinking we were fictional, which took some of
the sting out of it, and we, preternaturally magnanimous beings that we are,
have been - ahem - grateful ever since.
Haven't we?
Hello -?
Well, don't all shout at once...
Which is why we aren't speaking to her lately. She
thinks the reason she's so sad is because editors won't buy her outlines, or
because that pseudo boyfriend of hers went South on her, or because her parents
are giving her grief, raising specters of ancient abuses. But those are as
nothing compared to the Absence of Us. She'll see, who has eyes to see.
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To recap Her Back Pages (for those of you who've just joined us), once
upon a time Karen wrote a rather odd little novel called Preternatural,
about a species of intergalactic telepathic jellyfish who had a somewhat
unusual way of making first contact with humans. (That's they making all that
racket in the background. Awl rite, guise, that's enough now; simmer down!)
In one reality Karen's convoluted little fiction saved a planet and, on
the assumption that there was no such thing as a minor motion picture, became a
major motion picture, yanking her out of debt for the first time in years, if
not quite making her rich and famous. Copyright© 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002 Margaret Wander Bonanno, sffworld.com. All rights reserved. No part of this may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the author.
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