Tarnish: Bridge Over Clouds (Book Excerpt) by Paul Escu Buy from Amazon.comPage 4 of 4 From Chapter 24
There came a knock. Not loud. Not precise. Not innocent.
The spirit of the night outstretched.
The man, a man, some spirit, a soul, yawned (habit) because of lack of
action (no movement - stiff legs). Action lacking. And he felt slightly
annoyed but was at consent with his duty. Got up, danced the remembrance of
pleasure, (displeasure) and laced the barred gate aside. Wind. And so his
indolence blew away when seeing soldiers, by their attire probably being the
King’s men, standing tall with supreme confidence and unlikely arrogance.
Their leader, a man with definite broad shoulders, brown hair and blue eyes,
spoke sparingly of their cause. How boring. Convicts, murders, search; cares
who? Who. Cares. Nodded in retrospective flashbacks. (Wife. Kids. Fire.
House. Flames. Love.)
Nodded. Felt foolish for doing so the second time. Pointless, felt he.
Let the soldiers pass. Eyeing their every move. Job. Not that many of them.
Only briefly mentioned their purpose. Coal nights. Breeze. Long nights.
Forget about the past
And living long nights,
Falling not long
But sifting freedom,
Pass it on;
on it passes.
Dire.
Indeed, the soldiers felt also the cold. Felt it when entering various
encroaching inns. Saw it when humans quickly packed all foreseeable gambling
implements away. Away. Stares. No point. Sensed it with friendly smiles and
petty talk. Fake.
Grey. Shades. Forward. Grey shades. Shadows. Flashes of uninterrupted,
unspeakable fear. Fear and death. Gloom. All around. Sweat. People
shouting. Hold on. Locked jaw. Headache. Snap. Shades of gray.
Noise. Some drunk’s glass came down too hard. Fool. Uncontrolled
motor-skills. Awareness. Sprang like a mousetrap.
And yet no one seemed to realize what was happening. What they were on
about. Who, for that matter, they were looking for. Luckily, no one found it
difficult to accept the notion that there were thousands of royal soldiers
outside the main gates. Gullibility. Exploit it. Not learned a lot of that.
Special military training that. This is just the dirt. Not enough.
Housewives. Screaming children. Babies’ wails like a rampant sound wave.
Racket. Times. Interruption. At times, welcoming, distracting light.
Babies, need them, won’t have them, though, showoffnoncelikesrekcufrehtom.
Put them away. Madam. Please. No one wants to hear them. Must have them.
Sparkling eyes. Expectations; rather, expecting. Climbing stairs.
Rattling bars. Cold surrounding. Creaking floorboards. Ragged clothes.
Tattered, stinking, children.
Money helped. Only the sound of clicking coins (ringing and echoing like
the sound of a god’s laughter) and men in charge with proper authority (badges)
made people shiver with excitement. Someone there. Real someone. Pang of
reality. Pretence. Not just some ordinary neighbor. Oh, and the prospect of
no more poverty awakened each man and woman from torrid, useless, slumber. I
pity nothing but the cleverness. See nothing but the doubtfulness. Feel
nothing but the effervescent darkness. Desdemona.
Darkness, don’t you see it? No, for, man, I see nothing but haunted, crazy,
looks upon the minds of many. I see the sleepless dark rings around their
eyes. I see the pain with which they carry their weathered souls. And what do
you see, sergeant?
Hail the King, (What would he say?)
Doth he not rule like many kings? (Is he not full?)
And has he run upon the flaying dames? (A benignant wish?)
And longed upon the shore (fall
Fa
l
l);
King, am I, (Doubt not?)
and Kingless pestilence. (Do not)
Grains of dust, timeless as the time when time meant something, feel (fell)
as a reminder to the walking leather boots and pale, butter hawks. There is
duty and there is pride. Which is which? Interlaced. I’m sure someone has an
answer.
Buy from Amazon.com
Copyright© 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002 Paul Escu, sffworld.com. All rights reserved. No part of this may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the author.
|