Sorber was relieved that they had begun to converse at last
- he had never been very good with silences and today, he felt more
uncomfortable than ever. He slipped the car back into auto-drive and tried to
focus on the exchange.
"Yeah, I was born here, grew up here. It's not a bad place to live."
Kim was quiet for a moment, as if she was carefully planning her next
remark.
"What is it like - to grow up?" She showed no feeling in her request, no
trace of sadness that she would never know childhood.
Sorber laughed before he spoke, surprised at her question.
"Well, there's a question and a half. Guess it depends - on where you're
born, what your parents, brothers and sisters, are like." He thought for a few
seconds. "The main thing, I guess, is that everything seems to happen in the
moment. There's no future and no past. It's all now and if something's fun,
then you want to do it and if it's not, then you don't." Sorber shrugged,
dissatisfied with his response.
"I don't know if that really answers your question. My childhood was OK, it
had its share of ups and downs." Sorber reflected. "Growing up? isn't always
easy." His voice trailed off.
"I see. Do you have a family?" Kim asked.
"No, Kim, no I don't... my parents died a few years back and I have no
brothers or sisters."
Kim said nothing in reply.
"You like music, Kim?" Sorber changed the subject and moved to turn the
radio on.
Kim considered the question for a moment as the gentle sound of an old
ballad filled the automobile; somebody with a voice like silk sang tenderly of
the blindness of his love.
She spoke matter-of-factly over the lyric, "I neither like it nor dislike
it, Doctor Sorber, as until today I've never really heard - "
"What the? - " Sorber interrupted her as a set of headlights drew
dangerously close behind them.
"Why don't you just get in here with us?" Sorber snapped sarcastically at
the tailgater and tapped his brakes in an attempt to get the other vehicle to
pull back from them.
"What's happening?" Kim asked - was that a note of panic in her voice,
Sorber wondered as he switched the vehicle back to manual and sped away, his
mind pulled in numerous directions all at once.
The car behind them kept pace, staying bumper to bumper with them, though
Sorber couldn't make out any of its details through the mist and the rain and
the relentless high beam glare of its headlamps - just that it seemed to be
some kind of dark green four-by-four.
"What the hell is this idiot playing at?" He murmured bitterly.
The pursuing vehicle encroached further, filling the rear view mirror and,
as they sped frantically onwards, Sorber and Kim were flung forward in their
seats as the jeep nudged the back of their car; grinding the rear bumper under
pressure from its front crash bar and causing Sorber to swerve as he struggled
to keep control of the vehicle.
Desperately, he looked for an 'exit' sign whilst trying to steer a path
through four lanes of traffic at eighty miles an hour. The jeep stayed close
behind as if magnetically attached and both cars ploughed on through the rain,
ignoring the harsh blares from the horns of other vehicles. For a moment, the
chase struck Sorber as quite incongruous with the romantic lyrics still issuing
from the car radio. He switched it off.
"Hold on." Sorber ordered.
Kim gripped the sides of her seat as he revved the car onward, accelerating
away from the haunting presence of the jeep and toward the potential safety of
the off-ramp. Sorber passed a large grey truck which sprayed micro-tornadoes of
mist and filth at the other traffic. Without indicating, the truck pulled out
from the inside lane, blocking the path of the jeep which then had to hit its
brakes, seeming to almost fume as it did so. Sorber saw his opportunity and
raced down the off-ramp towards a junction where he turned a sharp left into a
muddy track behind a refuelling station. They jerked to a stop as he slammed on
the brakes and the car's momentum threw Kim forwards, her trajectory halted by
both her seatbelt and Sorber as he flung his arm protectively across her path.
He looked up quickly towards the overpass to see the jeep continue on its way,
still close up behind the truck that had blocked its pursuit. His first thought
was of Kim.
"Are you OK?"