"It's not so much a case of expectation, more that I
understood that we would now be embarking on a programme of getting to know one
another, to see how emotion might develop? for both of us."
"Is that not still the case?" Sorber asked, curious at her choice of
words.
"It's just that I find the situation somewhat unsettling, I didn't
anticipate that there would be any danger."
Sorber thought for a few moments and drank the last of his coffee before
wiping his mouth with a paper napkin.
"I guess that life seems to be all about dealing with the unexpected."
He looked up from the empty cup and into Kim's eyes as he spoke; they seemed
to be saying something back to him, but in a language that he couldn't
understand. He found himself lost in the moment of looking at her as, for a few
seconds, their eyes locked.
"Come on, we'd better get going," he said, breaking the spell. "It's time we
got home." He reached into his trouser pocket for a handful of banknotes and
loose change to cover the bill.
Sorber parked the car across the street from the familiar presence of
Waterloo Place and wished that he had a space in one of the much sought-after
garages at the back of the complex. They braced themselves for another soaking
and headed towards the apartment block, Sorber taking Kim by the hand as they
dodged between the puddles and stacks of refuse that lined the alley at the
building's rear. Sorber was conscious that Kim copied exactly the amount of
pressure that he applied to her when she gripped his hand. The two found their
way into the old brick structure through a maintenance entrance and Sorber
laughed as he shut the door behind them. Kim regarded him quizzically.
"Guess I just never thought that today would happen, that's all." He
explained, his spirits a little higher now that they had arrived home.
Wind whistled through gaps in the doorframe and rain battered against the
old iron door, tapping out another uneven and unrecognisable rhythm, but they
were safe from the elements now and Sorber, at last, began to relax a little
more.
The building was peaceful, powerful almost. Many of its occupants were out
at work, leaving the place with a sense of calm. Even though it was a little
dilapidated, Sorber liked its character and idiosyncrasies - the aroma of the
old dark wooden fittings, security lights that switched themselves off a little
too soon, the ancient elevator and even its occupants' irregular comings and
goings. Today, he decided, they would use the stairway to reach his second
floor apartment - simply because he wanted to observe Kim's motor skills as she
encountered a set of steps. He need not have worried, she climbed the sixty-two
stairs as if she did it everyday.
Sorber slid his cardkey into its slot on his apartment door and waited for
the entry light to acknowledge his code - the LED flickered red, barring their
entrance. Sorber rolled his eyes and ran the plastic card through the slot
again as Kim traced her left index finger around the brass coloured numbers on
the door.
"Twenty-five." She spoke out loud as she felt the numeric characters. Sorber
found the slow action of her finger on the symbols strangely unnerving somehow,
its precise effect on him he could not quite define.
The door's security mechanism appeared to consider his second entry request
more favourably and, with a couple of low metallic clicks, it unlocked itself.
Sorber pushed gently against his blue front door which creaked on its dry
hinges as it opened, reminding him that it needed his attention. Kim moved
swiftly past him into the apartment.
"Why don't you step inside?" Sorber remarked wryly and then followed her in.
Kim walked down the hallway and into the centre of the living room, where she
stood and examined his home. Books and movies were crammed into every available
shelf space - she noted works on human psychology, cybernetic systems, as well
as an eclectic mixture of novels and reference materials. By the window
opposite the door was a silver grey laptop computer on a table with disks and
papers strewn everywhere around it, as if Sorber had left home in the midst of
unfinished work that morning. On the back wall was another shelf unit, filled
with more books and displaying a single colour photograph, slightly faded after
too much exposure to sunlight, of an unknown woman - memories of another part
of Sorber's life.
"So...." said Sorber as he stood in the doorway to the living room, "do you
think we could be happy here?"
Kim looked over her shoulder at him, again puzzled.