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Hemones Nightmare (2 ratings) by Simon James Gibson
Page 2 of 3 "No, don't leave, stay, there is nothing to be gained by going now, you would
find a better way to survive human? No, exactly, so stay, let me share my
knowledge to you. You know you will die sooner or later, would you not like to
be alive forever, even longer than your own child? Yes, yes you would, you
know, even against your will you would live, see the child die you would, you
know you would, that's why you lose human, that's exactly why you will lose.
So, Hamone bitch, do you still want to know?"
Hamone stood still, the shock of his knowledge striking her with fear. She
looked into the eyes of the alien, its pupil less eyes stared blankly back at
her, she felt that her soul was being inspected by this creature, this thing,
but she couldn't feel that there was a lie in its words, she knew that the
alien was right, she knew it was strange, but she knew too that the child
within her was doomed if this knowledge became hers. The threshold of life and
death, the gift of technical immortality, was almost hers.
Then the alien spoke before she could answer.
"You do understand that if you refuse, and it is possible that you have the
ability to say no, then I will know your innermost fears, be able to make them
real, well, real in your mind, in your dreams, for all of your life, your
child's life, your friends, all those who ever look into your eyes, they will
befall the same fate, a rapid insomniatic hate filled terror ride into suicide.
You can have this for your husband, your parents, your friends, everyone who
you work with, they will all hate you, they may even kill you, but then they
too will die, then you will die."
She gasped; the full weight of this truth was so much, too much. She once
more reached for the knife, hoping to avoid this double damnation which this
being, this prisoner, would bring to her, but then she stopped and spoke,
softly, without menace.
"How did you know? About my baby? How, what are you, what are all of
you?"
Quathridith looked into her soul and saw the anger and fear that he had
planted there. He knew she would either kill herself or him, not herself, he
knew that there was far too much to lose in herself, that she was too much a
woman, even under this hard and unfeeling exterior, which he had already
started to break, too much the woman to kill her unborn child, which would be
herself when it was born, she knew that this was the case too, and that this,
this one factor in that which he had told her, was the one decider that,
regardless of whether he died or not, she would go crazy with worry regardless
of whether he did anything to make her life a disaster or not, he knew that he
had touch her heart to a point where she could never go back.
" So human, what say you? Will you take insanity or life everlasting?"
She bowed her head, knowing that there was far too much in this for her to
deal with, more than she could decide on that moment, she knew that she was, in
a strange way, going to fall into madness whatever she chose, knowing that she
would force her own child's life force out of its body, the body that she was
feeding, with her own, that she would die, the child being a parasite host for
her, her reborn youth reborn through her own child, she would be alone in the
world, an orphan within an adults mind, that feeling of absolute loneliness,
having her husband treat her as a child, those moments which she would never be
able to share, on pain of being left absolutely alone, she was truly torn, was
it even worth it to live? Should she kill the alien now? Was there any point in
even accepting what she had heard? Next Page Copyright © 1999, 2000, 2001 Simon James Gibson, sffworld.com. All rights reserved. No part of this may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the author. The author has submitted the work in accordance with and in agreement with the following Submission Guidelines.
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