Arena (Book Excerpt) by Karen Hancock Buy from Amazon.comPage 2 of 8 I was just joking." The last thing she needed was another bout with a shrink.
No, no one was going to find out that her quaking fear of heights had returned
with a vengeance.
Gabe shrugged. "Well, we've had good success with phobias--and fear in
general, for that matter."
"See?" Meg's short dark curls brushed Callie's shoulder as she leaned close.
"It's not like that other thing at all. In fact, it might even give you an
excuse to miss your sister's birthday bash tonight. Unless you think the Mr.
Right she's got for you this time really will be Mr. Right."
Callie snorted. Her sister, Lisa, moved in an alien world--upscale,
fashion-fixated, and socially saturated. Lisa's Mr. Rights were inevitably
lawyers or MBAs, all acquaintances or co-workers of her husband's. Expecting
another version of Lisa, the men were always disappointed when they met her
short, dull, tongue-tied little sister.
Callie detested the whole scenario. And the possibility of having an excuse
for missing the affair was a powerful incentive. "How long will it take?" she
asked Gabe.
"Not more than a few hours if you follow instructions. We do ask that you
commit to finishing the experiment, however."
"And we won't have to do anything embarrassing or improper?"
He looked amused. "Only if you choose to."
"Come on, Cal," Meg murmured. "You said you'd do this."
"Oh, all right." Callie signed the waiver and handed it over. It's only
for a couple of hours, she consoled herself. And who knows--maybe I
will gain new and powerful insights. Maybe I'll even learn how to say no to
Lisa. There's no denying that my sorry life could use some turning
around.
Four years out of college, Callie was still making minimum wage raising rats
for biology experiments. She still lived in a rented apartment, still had to
endure her mother's lectures about finding a man and getting focused, and still
wasn't any closer to doing what she really wanted to do--paint. Unfortunately
that was something both her mother and sister considered completely
unacceptable. A career in art was too unreliable. Worse, her deadbeat father
was an artist--when he wasn't following the horse races or losing his money in
Las Vegas--and she didn't want to be like him, did she?
At her mother's insistence, Callie had gone into pre-med. But she was not
accepted at med school after graduation--much to her relief--and thus far the
only thing her science degree had turned up was the rat-raising job. A job that
somehow spilled from part time into full and consumed all her energy, so that
little art got done. So Callie stayed where she was, trapped, frustrated, and
waiting for a miracle to set her free.
Gabe told them to go on up and indicated an elevator panel in the textured
beige wall beside the desk. Meg hesitated, looking uncertain, then leaned over
the counter. "Alex Chapman was supposed to meet us--"
"Yes. He's waiting upstairs."
As they entered the elevator Meg nudged Callie's arm. "He's waiting for us!
Did you hear?" She fluffed her black curls and groped in her purse for a breath
mint. "Do I look okay? What am I gonna say?"
"Hello usually works." Callie tried not to think of the dark well of space
beneath her feet, pushed away thoughts of cables snapping and cars plummeting.
The last thing she wanted was to have an attack here.
"But what about after hello?" Meg persisted.
"You never had any problems talking to Jack."
"There's a light year of difference between Jack and Alex. Wait'll you see
him, Cal. He is so gorgeous."
"So you've said. Many times."
"Have I?" Meg giggled. Copyright© 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002 Karen Hancock, sffworld.com. All rights reserved. No part of this may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the author.
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