Danielle (4 ratings) by Vijendra Jafa
Page 2 of 3 She moved into his house and life wavered between ecstasy and
agony for three years. He loved her most ardently, but was unable in this
passionate phase to know an young girl's longing to pack the rainbow in a
crate. Though she found Edmond's hyper-romanticism, his moods, and his
straggling lifestyle lifting up her young spirit to the clouds, she was did not
quite comprehend the emotional intensity of such a disposition. She was twenty,
beautiful, lively, amorous, and vaguely romantic like most women are at that
age, and had plunged headlong into a liaison with a man for whom love was a
pursuit, a torment, and a search for permanent ecstasy. But, like many women
whose responses to being the object of overpowering emotions hover irresolutely
between relish and hesitation, she couldn't see that life was nought if it
wasn't zest and eloquence; that men who couldn't offer rainbows duped the souls
of their women; and that rainbows couldn’t indeed be packed in a crate.
One day, lying with her hand pillowed in his shoulder, she
paused to reflect on the three cloistered years spent with him and felt
diminished in her own eyes. She longed to be free, to escape from what had
obsessed her, to break the spell that bound her to him. As time passed, she
looked for an autonomous state of being, took up a job at the Musee
Archeologique and digressed into social life away from Edmond's immediate
sphere.
When she didn't come home one night, he wrote to her saying,
"Please return to me, Daniel, I implore you! What woman could ever take your
place in my life? I was dead and you gave me life in its most perfect form. I
have loved you with the most complete self-effacement, and what you have done
isn't kind."
But Daniel never returned. She joined archaeology at the
Sorbonne a year later, and disappeared into the world of Paris. Three years
later she was married to an American millionaire, eighteen years older than
her, who had some business interest in France. Materially speaking, she had
everything. But soon after a daughter was born a year after the marriage,
passions became routine. The American immersed himself in his profession, and
business took him frequently on travels round the world. In any case, he wasn't
an epitome of health and romanticism and was too preoccupied with his business
concerns to respond zestfully to his wife's emotional demands.
She often thought of Edmond and the intensity of his love, and
the remembrance was like a powerful storm that besieged her violently when she
was lonesome. It was not long before she had to strain every nerve to maintain
her equanimity as a wife and mother.
On her thirtieth birthday, her husband bought a gift hamper at
Lafayette and a new rose bush appropriately called Daniel from a nearby garden
store. But it was only two months later, when the roses bloomed on the new
bush, and the daughter came running with a freshly plucked bloom in her hand
and exclaimed, "It smells of you, mother", that memories of an old enchantment
tore her heart away from her moorings, over the rim of the world into a drear
desolation, as if somebody had run like a thorn into the wilderness of her
being.
She called the Rose Society and they told her that the new
rose had been developed by Edmond Loreille, an amateur botanist from the south.
She tried calling him but there was no telephone traceable to that name. She
made enquiries from old friends at Antibe and Nice and it took her many weeks
before she learnt that Edmond had drowned during a fishing trip in the
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