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January 22, 1987
"The Beach"
by Amanda Grant
Oh, troubled souls come to the beach at night
They come to find the reasons why
Others serenade their lovers with the music of the waves
Some come to play, others come to die
Some of them are here to find their way
Others have come to cleanse their souls in the ocean
Some of them are here to let their minds run free
Others have come to ask forgiveness for what they've done
Come to the beach sometime
Let the waves come rushing up to greet you
Let the mist remind you of days that have passed
Let the moonlight give you a future view
You'll find the beach is a lot like life
Because it's always darkest before the dawn
The sun always rises, the day always breaks
It'll give you the strength to carry on
(Let the spirit move you....)
Oh, troubled souls come to the beach at night
Some will never find their way
Daybreak-the sun is here to smile upon them
But some aren't here, last night they went home to stay.
Amanda nodded her head in satisfaction as she finished her
latest work. It was dark and she couldn't make out the paper's light blue
lines, so her purple ink went straying across the page. She thought it
appropriate that her prose reflected hope and despair. Tonight she was feeling
both-mostly the latter.
She got up from her place on the steps and tucked the notebook
under her arm. The wind began picking up. Amanda's blond hair seemed to whip
like a flag, and for just a moment it felt like her worries might be whisked
away by the night air. She wondered now, as she did often, Why me? Why me
when there are billions of other people this could be happening to? Not
that she wished her fate on anyone. Hopefully, her eighteenth birthday in July
would change things for the better. Amanda knew, however, that the four hundred
dollars she had saved from her weekend job at the mall's earring counter could
hardly suffice for survival. But at least it provided for some hope....
A crashing wave interrupted her thoughts. Her hair flew in her
face as she turned toward the ocean, and she brushed it away so she could make
her way down the wooden steps. She counted twelve before her bare foot touched
the cool sand. It felt good between her toes. Amanda rolled her pant legs up to
her knees and went out to meet the waves. At first the water made her shudder,
but she adjusted quickly. Amanda enjoyed these solitary times at the beach. She
felt as if she originated out there in that endless expanse of sea, as if it
were her life-source. This was the only place she could truly be alone with
herself, and she came here often. She particularly loved when there was a full
moon because it accented the waves and foam beautifully. Bending down, she
scooped up a handful of the foam and gently blew it away, feeling like a little
girl in a sudsy bath. The footprints she left were perfectly imprinted in the
sand as she turned to look at them, smiling.... Copyright© 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002 Adam-Michael James, sffworld.com. All rights reserved. No part of this may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the author.
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