The MASK and the SORCERESS

Theatana and her guards walked along the Lagoon's beach toward the rising sun. The slanting light turned the fine-grained quartz sand at her feet from white to rose, and brushed the lagoon's ripples with molten copper. As usual, the lagoon was calm; separated from the open sea by its barrier reef, it remained placid even when the ocean was in an angry mood.

The four guards trailed a score of paces behind her, which was their habit during her morning walks. Occasionally Theatana wondered what they would do if she threw off her clothes, ran into the water, and began to swim for the reef. She would never reach its distant dark line, of course; the reef was a long way out, and she wasn't a strong swimmer. But would the guards spear her when she was a few yards from shore or, obeying some secret order not to interfere with her suicide, would they simply watch her swim away until she sank?

The question was no more than an idle fancy. Theatana had no intention of killing herself, for her death would merely relieve the minds of those who had exiled her to this utterly remote island of Selemban. As long as she lived she could at least burden her enemies' days with flashes of worry. It was little enough, but she had been on Selemban for a long time, and she no longer hoped for any greater revenge.

She halted to gaze at the distant sea beyond the reef. She wore a thin white dalmatica that fell almost to her sandaled feet, and with it an overmantle of yellow linen. Though the cloth was rich, no jewelry glinted at her throat nor on her fingers or wrists. Her hair was black and cut short about her shoulders, and in it were fine strands of gray, for she was at the later edge of childbearing age. Her hands bore no marks of toil, and neither harsh weather nor strong sunlight had marred her golden skin. Though her face was still fit to turn men's heads, she had never borne children, and her slender figure showed it. Her eyes were the color of indigo, or the deep sea beyond the reef.

She scanned the horizon. She did so even knowing she would see nothing but the sea and the morning sky. The supply ship wasn't due for twenty days, and in any case it always approached from the other side of the island. Then it sailed round the island's western tip to gain the shelter of the small harbor inside the reef. The harbor itself was out of sight beyond a low ridge of white stone, in the direction from which she had come.

Theatana glanced back toward the ridge. On its crest, and inland behind the beach, grew tall fretwork palms. She was vaguely aware that people on other islands harvested their bark for its intricate natural embossing, and made artifacts from it to send to the mainland far to the north. No such people lived on Selemban. Here there were only Theatana, her guards, the guard commander, and the deaf-mute eunuch who cooked for all of them. In her first years on Selemban she had sometimes diverted herself by pretending they were her household, and that she was a ruler again. But the fantasy was too disheartening, and she eventually, bitterly, gave it up. She had been a prisoner for all her adult life, and no intensity of imagination could obscure her fate. She had missed almost everything of her life, and even now, after so many years, she could not really accept its ruin. Sometimes she lay awake in the hours before the dawn and silently wept for her loss.