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The Wysard (Book Excerpt) by Carolyn Kephart Buy from AmazonPage 1 of 17
Markul the Best and Highest rose in sharptoothed towers
eternally enmeshed in
mist, a bristling walled island of black and green and gray that surged up from
the flat sweep of the Aqqar Plain as if the continual damps had spawned it
overnight. In the skin-smooth, horizon-vast steppe this citadel was the sole
interruption. It had dominated the plain for a thousand years, and Ryel had
lived within its walls for nearly half of his birth-life. By the reckoning of
Markul he was twelve years old, a mere child; by the reckoning of the World he
was twice that and two years more.
He stood on the western wall, scanning the gray-brown
mist-obscured monotony
of the land. One might never discern the sun was setting, but for the faintest
hint of radiance on a horizon only guessed at. Far beyond the endless overcast
lay the Inner Steppes, Ryel's homeland, and countless times he had stood at
this
place on the wall, remembering the World-years of his boyhood. But now though
his eyes were again fixed on the uncertain dusk, Ryel's contemplation roamed
not
to vast lands and swift horses. His thoughts made his eyes burn, and his breath
come painfully.
Edris had been dead almost a month, now. In the reckoning of
Markul he had
died young, on the threshold of his thirtieth year. Even the World would have
deemed him dead too soon at fifty-eight. His body had been carried in great
state to the jade tower at the joining of the western and southern wall, where
among the most illustrious of the City's lord adepts Edris lay as an equal.
Ryel drew his cloak about him against the cold-Edris' great
mantle of
dark scarlet. You are great in death as you were in life, my teacher ,
he
thought, his sorrow heavy within him. But I cut that life short. With my
pride I killed you, dearer to me than father. All because overreaching ambition
would not let me rest, driving me to seek knowledge beyond reason or my own
desert. And now -
A stifling oppression drove the thought from his mind and the
breath out of
his body, even as an alien voice arose from some chartless place within him,
murmuring at the base of his brain, making him sweat. But though it answered
his
meditations, it was not the voice of Edris.
Fool, it sneered. Fool, to mourn that lumbering
botcher, and squander
your sweet young life and limit your Art among these graybeard dotards. To have
wasted your self's substance in this desolate place, when the World and all its
pleasures has waited for you. To have never had a woman-
Ryel put his hands to his temples as he labored to breathe.
He stared about
him, wildly. Uselessly. "Who are you?"
An insinuating snicker in reply. You'll learn. But
no enemy, young
blood. Far from it.
The air lightened, and Ryel could draw breath again. Sharp
wind struck him
full in the face, pushing back the hood of his cloak, chilling the sweat that
had sprung upon his cheeks, prickling the nape of his shaven head, thrusting
icy
fingers into the rents of his robes. Those few who also stood on the wall had
turned toward him in astonishment when he cried out to the air, and now they
whispered among themselves. Hushed though their voices were, Ryel heard them.
"No," Lord Ter," he said, resigned and weary, to the one who
stared most fearfully at him. "I haven't gone mad ... yet."
Lord Ter paled yet more, and ran a trembling hand through his
ragged white
beard. "I never thought you might, my Lord Ryel. Lord Wirgal and Lady
Haldwina and I were merely remarking our pleasure at seeing you in health, and
unmarked by your late ordeal."
"Unmarked. Yes. In every place but one." And Ryel turned to
face
them, meeting their eyes with his. They recoiled, huddling back against the
stones of the wall.
"Yes," Ryel continued. Every word he spoke came lead-heavy.
"Mine were eyes you used to praise once, Lady Haldwina-a color that
people who have seen the World call sea-blue." He gave a bitter smile.
"You do not praise them now."
"You looked upon forbidden things," the lady replied, veiling
her
face with a fold of her headdress. "For that you lost your eyes."
"Not lost," Ryel said. His voice felt too tight for his
throat, and
each syllable came forced. "I still see. But it seems that all of you have
gone blind. I assure you that I have not changed in any way since-"
"Worse than blind you look," Lord Wirgal snarled. "All black.
No white or color in those accursed eyes of yours-only continued black.
The eyes of an Overreacher."
Ryel smiled. It felt strange on his face, and probably looked
so. "Is it
not the aim of our Art, to learn all that may be learned?"
"Our Art is in the service of life, and the aim of our Art is
Mastery,
not death-dealings," Lady Haldwina said, her glance still averted.
"You attempted the cruel Art of Elecambron, and in forsaking the true path
have been justly punished."
"The adepts of Elecambron are our brothers," Ryel replied.
"The First of this City all attempted the Crossing, notably Lord Garnos who
learned the secret of immortality thereby."
"And died of it," old Wirgal hissed. "I will not speak of
Lord
Aubrel, who returned from the Outer World raving mad according to the Books,
and
committed the foulest crimes before his miserable end. And what did you
gain from the folly that deformed you? Nothing, by your own past
admission-nothing save the death of Lord Edris, rest be to his lost
soul." Copyright© 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002 Carolyn Kephart, sffworld.com. All rights reserved. No part of this may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the author.
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