Phantasm 1: For the Light of the Stars (one) (4 ratings) by Christopher J. Levinson
Page 2 of 31 She pulled herself up with a muffled groan, sitting with legs
hanging over the edge of her bed while she contemplated what awaited her this
day. Laura itched at the implant atop her left forearm, her fingernails tracing
the respective outlines of its three dark ports as she walked across the room
to a chair covered with her clothing. The chair was tucked under a wooden desk
placed against the window. The rich mahogany top (itself with a terminal
inside) was obscured by a mixture of writing implements and notepads. Her
clothes hung off the back of the chair where she had left them last night. She
grabbed the denim jeans and white blouse and dressed hurriedly. The material
was cold against her flesh, sending a chill through her, but she warmed
quickly.
Laura cleared her desk, leaving only a few pens and a notepad
for her use. The touchscreen terminal was visible, glass frame set deep into
the dark wooden bulk.
She was a poet. Laura enjoyed the experience, enjoyed
expressing herself. To her the content wasn’t as important as the process. Put
another way, she wrote simply because she enjoyed it. Poetry was one of the few
arts that required genuine skill anymore. Creativity had disappeared over the
last few centuries, replaced by the ineffective renditions of analytical
programs — programs that did not know how to compose, only to reconstruct,
recreate the classics and nothing original, nothing new, nothing of
life. Poetry and music and anything of the like required passion,
feeling, they needed emotion to really come alive. Such things could not
be duplicated by computers no matter how advanced they were. A poet had to feel
to write, had to be moved by a subject, and that was what attracted Laura, the
written articulation and eloquence of belief, faith, and personality. She could
disguise her own feelings within a poem, use them to create something beautiful
and powerful. There was un
derstated majesty in the creation of something, whether it be a child or a work
of art. When intelligence was discovered at birth and knowledge regulated for
the duration of a natural life to accommodate for such a "prescribed"
intellect, expression of creativity was one of the only true joys left. And
even that was slowly evaporating, dying out like so many other wonders of the
past. People were becoming lazy, or maybe they were getting more complacent,
which wasn’t really all that different. Laura was content to write and keep on
writing. While she used her mind there was still hope, and while there was
hope, there too was beauty.
Laura sat at her desk, feeling the breeze more powerfully now,
and she opened the pad slowly, reaching for a pen. Her thoughts became a steady
stream flowing from her imagination; she had no control except the output that
emanated forth from them. She felt this way often, a tingling at the back of
her mind that became words written by the hand in translation. Creativity was
the language of the mind and no matter how satisfying it was to capture it, it
always lost something in that translation.
She only wrote for about ten or fifteen minutes, fiddling with
what she had produced. When she’d finished, she walked to the door and there
she paused. A nearby flickering had caught her attention, so quick it might not
have been there, but she trusted her instincts. Her gaze settled on the mirror
opposite. For just a moment she thought something had moved behind her, the
reflection caught in the mirror, but that was stupid.
Wasn’t it?
Laura shook her head, dismissing the thought, then she left,
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