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 Painful Love by Moondy Terrified of pain. I wonder am I sane? The hurting I cause. Is it just flaws? Heartless emotionless Am I filled w/ emptiness? Drink after drink, Kind of makes you think Screaming and yelling, Everyday not telling. Blood..... death, Am I ready for my last breath? Friendships ruined, Not seen thro to the end. Cheating.... lying, I'm so sick of crying. Never good enough, Trying to look tough. Wanting to be strong, But I always seem to be wrong. A broken heart one after the other, I'm always fighting w/ another. Tired of being on hold, I am loved..or so I'm told. Do I really hate? Is there really such a thing as fate? People say take a chance, Than lose it all in a glance. How did it get to this? Why is everything out of my mouth a dis? I wish it would all change, Everything in my life just rearrange. I keep trying to hide, What I really feel inside. Sometimes I just want to let go, Do you get my flow? I need someone to lean on, Someone who will go to infinity and beyond . Thick and thin, I can always count on family to take me in. Day in day out, All I do is scream and shout. Year after year, Are you ok?..is all I hear. I wish I could just let go, I have learned all I need to know. I've been here before, I keep seeing this more and more. I cant escape wandering these halls, I need to find a place where there are no walls. Time and time again, I ask myself will I be punished for my sins? Why is it what I want is out of my reach?, Why is it I normally get a leach? Follow your heart, Right from the start. Trust everyone just not the devil inside them, Ahem!! Some guys call themselves players, But in the end we're the heartbreakers. Or is that we're the ones with broken hearts? I guess we all play our parts. Or maybe guys are just jackasses, But true love always passes. After he is done he has scored, But we get called a whore? How is that fair? That's when we start to swear. We start to feel we're cursed. And the guy only wanted to cure his thirst. For some reason guys like thongs. And they put on an act but not for long. After so long their true side will show. Than you wonder "what happened to the one I know?" I just keep searching, And I can't help it I'm hurting. It's no sweat, Even though I have more than one regret. Time to just start a new, But my worries are more than a few. " He says I love you, And you believe its true , But when your tummy starts to swell He says to hell with you. " Hahaha what a great joke, But its also so true I might choke. What is all this for? Isn't there anything more?
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