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 Unspoken  (1 rating)by John Petricini What is it that I can't process Haunting thoughts tear my mind a mess There is something lurking, barred by reality But will not escape nor unveal, no matter my fatality If I could rip it out I would to avoid this irritation But it likes to dance behind my hidden aggravation Could it be the life that left me My closest that only made my soul feel free What about that failing feeling I have cause I'm a loser that's griefing? Is it really that bad, why am I shaking? Something unspoken, the thought yet screams at me Calamity engulfs me, my reality is no longer free I cannot hold this pressure, it crushes my mind Life is feeling short, that thought has sanity signed I will beat this lunacy, I will not live mad It can dance all it wants, for God's sake I won't go mad! A calming sensation grips my mind, settling all thought No movement of time, ceasing my battles fought This strange beacon calls to me, shedding black light How? How can I see this light in blackness beyond sight? I don't yet I do, I can feel it too as if it's mine I can caress it, talk to it, my personal prime How sweet it is to drench me in pleasure Not even heaven's image can stand up to my treasure! Alas tranquility I have found, that lurking thought unvealed It held the defense to my problems, soothing my aches against harm, my shield Yes, my shield. No longer shall I hurt, but live content Feeling sorry for those still twisted and dement May they harrow their souls that still crawl And find them among their will to rise instead of fall I have escaped that horrible fate No longer lurking that thought is now my great If I could share it to all I would But killing yourself is for your truley's own good
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