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Poetic Pinay AKA Lindsay

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- A LOST LUV

A LOST LUV (2 ratings)
         by Poetic Pinay AKA Lindsay

'Hey baby
how you doin'?'
Nuttin' much
But its u I'm usin'

Then I ask you
'What did you say?'
Oh nuttin baby I'm jus
Thinking about you everyday

I thought it was real
I thought it was tru
But then I realized
That commitment wasn't for you

You kissed anutha girl
I'm not so sure what to do
Should I keep it together?
Or, jus break up wit u?

I thought we had an agreement
There'd be no cheatin wit us
Oh man I feel betrayed
A thing you call TRUST?

I didn't hav ta ask you out
In da first place
You said
But, u know what?
You're ryte
U didn't hav to ask me
Not today, tomorrow, tonyte

There were some things ya said
That really took the cake
You were so sincere one minute
And then u turned fake

How did I feel when mai boyfriend
Stabbed me in the back?
I stayed quiet and kept to myself
But I wanted to attack

It felt real nice when I thought
'you mean the world to me'
but deep down inside I know it's a lie
cuz cheatin' ain't ryte, can't you see???

But lyin' and cheatin'
Tore us apart
Now my chances of not feelin' you
Isn't so hard

It failed jus cuz
You did sumtin wrong
And as tragic as it seems
Life must go on

I now think of you as a wounded bird
Who had fallen from the sky
But now you've healed and hurt me
So now I gotta fly

Once upon a time
I had good feelins bout you
After all of this cheatin
There nuttin I can do

I hope you at least loved me once
But I guess ONCE stopped long ago
I'll try not to take it personally
But, it's hard, ya know?

You cheated and lied
And her tongue was in your mouth
Yo, really to me that's
Not what luv is all about

You hurt me so much
And all I wanted was to be wit u
It really is such a shame
That we couldn't see this through

We had so much in common
But there was one specifically
I liked to play basketball
You wanted to play me

TYPED ON THE COMPUTER
SEALED WITH A KISS
IF YOU REALLY LUV ME
PLEASE ANSWER THIS:
To you, what is luv?
Does it come with pain?
Cuz when I fell in luv with u
A broken heart I did gain

Why did you hurt me so?
Where did our luv go?
How could you come into mai lyfe,
And kill mai heart wit a knife?
How come you said you loved me?
And we weren't meant to be?
How could I forget?
The day our lips met?
And how could I not cry?
If what we had was jus a lie?

Now, your once bright eyes
Are basically now to me dead
After breaking up wit u
There'll be no mo' tears to be shed

And you know what really sucks
With all that shyte you said to me
Through your mind, body, and heart
That's what I really see

Everyone says you luv me
But how could I not see
I'm so deaf, dumb, and blind
Not knowing ya didn't luv me

Cuz luv comes wit respect
Respect what you seen
My people, my friends
And everything in between

We had sumptin special
And someone had to fuk it up
I'm surprised or relationship
Ended so abrupt

And for some odd reason
Ugh.....that's all I gotta say
But, don't worry
I'll recover someday

But, what's really tru luv?
Does it come with a cost?
Cuz afta bein with u,
Pride and dignity I lost

I wish it was different
Anything not like this
Even though I hate you now
You're still on my 'list'

My 'list' of people
Who changed my life
It sucks that you name
Is on the BAD side

You always made me laugh
And now you make me cry
These past few days
Hav been hard to get by

But now my heart has drifted
Like a cloud in the sky
Cuz you showed me the darkness
And kept me from the light

I tried to find luv
That felt so tru
Yea, I was feelin luv
But I wasn't feelin you

To you, what's a cheat?
Is it like cheatin on a test?
Honestly to me a cheat
Is lower than less

You wonderful laugh
Your radiant smile
It all seemed great
For a while

But afta it all
I thought for a while
Decided I wouldn't go anywhere for you
Not even walk a mile

How could I trust someone
Who cheats ryte in front of mai eyes?
It makes me sick to see him
But when I ask, he lies

That was so mean
That was so cruel
It seemed like you used me
Lyke a fukin' tool

It made me so mad and
I thought bout it and got sad
Cuz really tru luv
Was something we didn't have

U was deceivin me
Tryin' to get laid
Oh shyte I can't believe
I jus got played

So many unanswered questions
Now mai feelins unfold
I just feel like my luv was
Jacked, not sold

Luvin you was like
Something impossible to try
But because you were an ass
I'm sayin' goodbye

After all of this
I'm sayin' good riddens
Cuz my luv was
Taken, not given

But, now ima go
And cry myself a river
Cuz my luv for u has tarnished
Like old forgotten silver






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