7 Lives by Mircea Pricajan
Page 4 of 7 The tomcat was jumping and scratching its fur against the door and mewing.
It was a feline of noble race, heavy white furred. It was very energetic. Maybe
that convinced him. Maybe he absorbed a drop of the tomcat's energy; it gave
him a lungful of air, just in time to save his life, as he was feeling as if he
was choking of boredom. He took it in his home, he fed it, and as a reward the
tomcat gave him a reason to live for. Nothing made him happier than watching
Pisu play, hide from him, leer at him from behind the furniture, urge him to
come after it. Other times, it fell asleep in his arms, while he was listening
to Bach or Beethoven or Dvorak at the CD-player. It dutifully waited for him in
front of the door in the evenings. It eye-talked to him. It somehow cheered up
his deserted apartment's life.
Not even once he wondered whom might it have belonged to. All
that he did was to...
...try to sleep. Yeah. This seems the only solution to the
problem. If I fall asleep, I forget, and I'll wake up in the morning if not
rested, at least restful for the darkness had dispersed itself into light. And
tomorrow I could do something to fix this situation. Definitely. If I escape
this night, there won't be a similar one again. Surely. So, go to sleep, sleep,
sleep... One sheep, two sheep, three sheep, four...
'...sheep!'
What? What was that? Oh, my own voice. I'll have to be more
careful in the future. Otherwise...
... the tomcat gave him for a while what was missing. But
short
after that he realized it was only a palliative treatment.
The real cure for him came later on.
They met through the telephone. He woke up one night at the
prolonged shrill of the telephone and, nervous and mumbling swears of all
kinds, he threw a tetchy 'Hello!' into the receiver. The voice at the other end
was even angrier. She had read his review in yesterday's newspaper and thought
it was an insolence. The play he so disrespectfully talked about was, in her
opinion, a masterpiece. She couldn't abstain herself from giving him a call and
letting him know. Who he did he think he was?
They talked for more than an hour, at the end of which he came
to give her justice, and, for being excused, he invited her to a movie. The
rest came naturally.
What gained her complete sympathy was the cat. Linda liked it
immediately. A person who owns a cat can't be a bad person.
His life - he knew it well - started on a new stage. The
emptiness was filled; nothing could stay against his happiness. Linda was...
... gone. If only she hadn't had to leave... Why did she
leave??
She abandoned me here, a pray for my own imagination. - I mean, I hope that's
it. I hope my long practiced imagination is to be blamed for all this. This
imagination, out of which seven novels were borne, haunted by at least the same
number of ghosts. Oh, Linda, come back, come back now; I can feel it devouring
me. It devours me from within. It comes slowly, meticulously, down on me,
starting from my brain. It's a disease. A tumor. Next Page Copyright © 1999, 2000, 2001 Mircea Pricajan, sffworld.com. All rights reserved. No part of this may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the author. The author has submitted the work in accordance with and in agreement with the following Submission Guidelines.
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