Just A Girl (4 ratings) by Lewis Smith
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Just A Girl
By Lewis Smith
Dawn breaks on another rainy day.
Sunset begins one more endless night.
I don't believe this will ever end
Trapped in a circle of used to be . . .
The young woman looked out at the faces below her in the smoky club,
standing above it all like a cherubim with a guitar. She only ever looked down
at the audience if she wasn't singing, preferring instead to stare at her
guitar and tune out the rest of the world, drawing the music out of her
instrument and herself.
She did this now, gently plucking the strings of the electric blue guitar
around. It came so easily as to be automatic to her. Her blue-white hair
tumbled into her face, but she made no motion to move it from her eyes. She and
the music were one and the same now, and she liked it that way.
Because for the woman known only as Grey, the blues were the only sound her
soul made.
Her green eyes were half-closed as she strummed the strings, coaxing gentle
sad notes from the electric instrument. The crowd had completely fallen away
now, there was just her and the music at last.
"Now there's nowhere to go," she sang, slowly, deeper than her usual voice.
"And I'm running out of life."
She strummed the last note, opened her green eyes and looked out at the
audience. They were clapping like their lives depended on it. She smiled,
resisting the urge to bite her lip and smudge her black lipstick on her teeth.
She smiled, wider now and nodded her head. "Thank you," she said into the
microphone. "Thank you so much. My name's Grey . . .and I've got one more set.
Stick around."
I hear the distant echoes of your laughter,
Mocking me as I try to make you stay . . .
The young man at the back table had watched the entire performance with a
thoughtful compelled look on his face. The cigarette he had been smoking had
been nearly gone, as he had forgotten it, so caught up in the song.
"Hey, Kienan," the man sitting on the other side of the table said. Kienan
Ademetria blinked and looked over at him. "She's incredible, isn't she?"
Kienan stubbed out the cigarette he had nearly let burn his hand and lit
another one. He took a long deep drag on it and exhaled. "Yes," he said, after
a time, the wisps of smoke from his lips making ghostlike shapes in the
darkness of the club.
"Now you know why I picked the White Reflection," Carl Drayton said. He
eased his large burly frame back in the chair. His bald head gleamed as the
house lights came back up and the din of conversation from people at the tapes
grew into a steady murmur. "I love this club. Always try to stop in when I'm in
the neighborhood."
"I meant to ask," Kienan said, running a hand through his chestnut hair. He
shifted in his seat, suddenly aware he was on his braid. "You don't usually
work the Frontier. What are you doing on Kuran?"
"Got a job," Drayton said. 'Private contract. I figured I'd see how I liked
working in your style."
"Hm," Kienan said, waving the waitress over for another drink. Kienan's
"style," as Drayton had so euphemistically put it, was murder. Kienan was the
galaxy's most dangerous assassin, a killer so effective the mere mention of his
name was enough to cause people to shrink in fear. Next Page Copyright © 1999, 2000, 2001 Lewis Smith, sffworld.com. All rights reserved. No part of this may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the author. The author has submitted the work in accordance with and in agreement with the following Submission Guidelines.
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