The Visitor (Book Excerpt)
by Sheri S. Tepper
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Dismé the Child
Deep in the night, a squall of strangled brass, a muted trumpet bray of
panic: Aunt Gayla Latimer, wailing in the grip of nightmare -- followed shortly
"Papa?" Dismé peered sleepily at her door, opened only a crack to admit her
father's nose, chin, one set of bare toes.
"It's Aunt Gayla having the Terrors, Dismé. Just go back to sleep." He
turned and shuffled up the attic stairs to be greeted by Roger, Dismé's older
brother. Mumble, mumble.
"Val?" A petulant whine from Father's room.
Voice from upstairs. "Go back to sleep, Cora."
Corable the Horrible, said a voice in Dismé's head. Cora Call-Her-Mother.
"But she's not my mother," Dismé had said a thousand times.
"Of course not. But you call her mother anyhow. All little girls need a
mother." Papa, over and over.
Fresh howls of horror from Aunt Gayla's room.
"Can't anybody shut that old bitch up?" A slightly shriller whine, from the
room that had once been Dismé's and now belonged to Rashel, Call-Her-Mother's
daughter, already growing into a faithful copy of her mother.
Dismé pulled the blanket around her ears and rolled an imaginary pair of
dice. Odds or evens: go back to sleep or wait to see what happened. Gayla's
affliction had developed into an every-third-night ordeal. Her nephew and great
nephew, Val and Roger Latimer, provided solace while Call-Her-Mother and Rashel
offered commentary. Dismé had no part in the ritual. If she got involved, it
would only make it worse.
The clock in the hallway cleared its throat and donged, three, four,
five...Dismé emerged from the blanket, eyes relentlessly opened by the
scuffle-shuffle overhead as Roger went from Aunt Gayla's attic room to his own,
and father came down the stairs, back to bed.
If everyone else was asleep, Dismé would stay up! She dressed herself in the
dark, went furtively down the stairs and into the back hall, past the pre-dawn
black of the gurgling, tweeping bottle room, out along the tool shed, and
through the gate into a twisty adit between blank-walled tenements. Aunt Gayla
wasn't the only one with night terrors, for the night was full of howls, each
one bringing a suitable though impotent gesture of aversion from Dismé. She was
only practicing. Everyone knew sorcerous gesticulation had no power left in it.
All magic had been lost during the Happening, and no amount of arm waving or
chanting would do any good until The Art was regained. Which meant no surcease
for Aunt Gayla, though Dismé daren't show she cared.
"We wouldn't want the Regime to punish Gayla for your behavior, would we,
Dismé?" Cora the Horrible.
"Why would the Regime do that?" Dismé, outraged.
"Those who have the night terrors are more likely to get the Disease," said
"Those who have the Disease affect others around them, they get un-Regimic,"
echoed Rashel. "Dismé, you're un-Regimic!"
"Since children do not become un-Regimic by themselves, they will search for
the person who influenced you. Since Rashel is Regimic, they will not blame
me," so Call-Her-Mother summed it up with a superior smile. "They will blame
Or Father. Or Roger. If the Regime was going to blame people she loved just
because Dismé couldn't figure things out, better keep love a secret. It was
hard to do, even though True Mother used to say making the best of a bad
situation was a secret way of getting even.
"Secret pleasures," True Mother had whispered, "can be compensation for a
good many quotidian tribulations!" True Mother had loved words like that, long
ones that rolled around in your mouth like half dissolved honey-drops, oozing
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