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Säde Mariana

I Can't Believe She's Gone...

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Ceredin is dead. Her blood is on my hands...and I can only wish I had died too.

How could I have been such a proud fool? I killed the woman of my dreams and have wounded Dernhil, my closest friend.

If I should die today, I will accept such punishment gladly. I shall never forgive myself, and no I am endebted to Nelac for pleading on my behalf. Someday...I will make it up to the people of Edil-Amarandh or I shall die in the agony of knowing that I am a murderer.

~ Cadvan of Lirigon

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Updated March 10th, 2009 at 07:06 PM by Säde Mariana

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  1. Maiablackwolf's Avatar
    Cadvan? Why did you kill a person you loved?

    ~Zelika of the House of Il Aran
  2. Säde Mariana's Avatar
    *sighs* I was trying to show off before Dernhil and Ceredin and I called up a foul creature of the Dark. Being the fool I was, I could not control it.

    ~ Cadvan of Lirigon
  3. Maiablackwolf's Avatar
    Everyone makes mistakes. You will recover.

    ~Zelika of the House of Il Aran

    (Zello's not at all blunt, is she? *rolls eyes*)
  4. Echowindsong's Avatar
    She is with you always. She will be with you always.

    ~ Maerad of Pellinor
  5. Säde Mariana's Avatar
    Thank you, Maerad. Your words comfort me greatly.

    ~Cadvan of Lirigon
  6. Echowindsong's Avatar
    *In response to the comment on Maerad: Mixed Emotions*

  7. Säde Mariana's Avatar
    *Cadvan clears throat awkwardly*
  8. kiaga89's Avatar
    Cadvan, I have long since forgiven you for acting as you did. The past is in the past- let it remain there.

  9. Säde Mariana's Avatar
    Your words lighten my burden slightly, Dernhil. And I am grateful beyond measure for your reasurance...but guilt still plagues me like a sore wound.

    ~Cadvan of Lirigon
  10. kiaga89's Avatar
    Guilt is but a single thorn on the rose of life- we all carry burdens my friend; it is what makes us human. If you had not made that mistake, I should think you would have stayed the arrogant, immature young man you were. Her death was tragic, but because of her death, you are where you are now. Look up! Not all is horrible and withered.

  11. PellinorFanatic's Avatar
    I did not know that Cadvan. I am sorry for your loss

    Dernhil: Hey do you mind simplifing(sp?) what you write?


    haha hem is getting confused :P what maerad said reminded me of star wars
  12. kiaga89's Avatar
    My apologies, Hem. I suppose I can try