Maerad: A Sense of Loss
by, March 12th, 2009 at 05:49 PM (1067 Views)
There are things that are not all they seem.
It seems that our sense of death is not what it used to be.
Old friends are coming back. Dernhil is alive. Zelkia is alive.
And the spring is awakening in Annar.
I am in Innail now, the place that I think will always be my home, the place that is my home even more than Pellinor is. I am surrounded by the place I love and people I love.
So why do I feel a sense of loss?
Cadvan once said that even if we claim victory in the midst of all this uncertainty, we would still find ourselves with our hands empty. Whatever happens, our world will not be the same after this.
I think that that perfectly describes how I feel.
~ Maerad of Pellinor