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The pain of rejection runs deep

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, March 12th, 2009 at 05:27 PM (655 Views)
[COLOR="Navy"]~Arkan

It is cold in my world, as cold as I feel now.

There is a gaping hole in my heart, where I bury all my hurt and pain. Maerad's betrayal nearly killed me, though I cannot die. I have not felt such strong emotions for such a long time, and they had never been as intense as they are now.

Will my heart ever heal? It seems not; not now. The wounds in my heart are fresh, and as painful as the day she left me. I know she resents me for holding her for so long; for keeping her from her beloved. The knowledge only makes the wound deeper.

Can an Elidhu feel such a trivial and petty emotion as jealousy? I am sure that I feel the pangs of jealousy now.

Are Elidhu capable of such things as love? Before I was certain in my answer. Now, I do not know what to make of it.

Will I ever get another chance at love?[/COLOR]

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Updated April 10th, 2009 at 11:25 AM by mystryder

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  1. Maiablackwolf's Avatar
    Of course you love again. You are Elidhu. You live forever. Every time a person loses love they feel like they live no longer. But they find new love. Forget Maerad. You love again.

    ~Zelika of the House of Il Aran
  2. PellinorFanatic's Avatar
    Yeah, forget Maerad, or else

    <+><+> I'm watching you!


    ☼Hem☼
  3. mystryder's Avatar
    You both do not understand what you speak of.

    ~Arkan
  4. Maiablackwolf's Avatar
    We are children. What do you expect? Great wisdom?

    ~Zelika of the House of Il Aran
  5. Maerad(",)'s Avatar
    I understand you Arkan. But if Maerad is really not yours, then she will not betray you. Forget her, for she will die too.

    Remember Ardina? She loved a human too, like you. But what happened to her? I advice you to not mingle with humans anymore.

    ~Silvia
  6. Säde Mariana's Avatar
    As Zelika said...you are immortal. What does one rejection count for in an eternal life-span? Surely there is another whom you will give your heart to.

    ~ Cadvan
  7. mystryder's Avatar
    I do not know...for now the pain feels as if it will never leave me, but I know it will go. Everything else passes away, yet I remain here. It sometimes confuses me...but do not waste your pity or sympathy on me. There are others who hurt more.

    ~Arkan