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Malgorn is sleeping, and i dont have much to do. So i spend my time looking at the birds outside. As I looked at the birds, i wondered, do animals miss their families too? Did they cry when they found out that their offsprings are gone? The pain is still here on my heart. I cannot remove the longing to see her again.

I looked at Malgorn, did he miss her too? If so, then why is he jolly still? like nothing happened to our daughter? The thought hurts like a needle pressed into my heart. Like there was a huge stone in my lungs that stop me from breathing. I cannot bear it anymore. I wanted to cry, but my tears cannot bring her life back, and will only sadden her from the Gates. I wish i can see her again.

~Silvia